Disgusted
Right now i feel more disgusting about my body than i have in months. I have also had more problems with keeping my eating in line in the past few months since i somewhat got a grip on myself.
I'm afraid im regressing. I'm afraid i will get very depressed again and most of all i'm afraid of gaining back the weight i lost from hard work of eating without bingeing and purging. I was normal and i don't think i'm there anymore.
Ahh i don't like feeling gross .. But i will not purge, despite that my new job bases everything off looks/body type
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I know how you feel and I hope you'll be able to not fall back there. The less you think about it, the less it is going to happen. You need to switch your thoughts, I guess. To not let yourself look at it. To go ahead..