So, on the way home from work, I munched on two handfuls of lollies that were in the car (boyfriends car). Then when I walked in the door, I went straight to the cupboard and I felt my eyes light up when I saw that my housemate had a cake sitting on her shelf. I cut a slice and shoved it in my face. Then I opened the freezer door and ate some of her ice cream..... Then I made dinner and listened to the guided eating while I ate... Stirfry and a smoothie.
Now I feel nervous because I ate these things before dinner.. And now I want to keep eating. Argh.
I now want to keep eating, and I think this is because, in my mind, I have begun to binge... So now I want to have a good binge, and a good spew. Oh dear.
Thoughts? (not that any of this really makes sense)
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