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The Beginning of the End

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I am hoping today will be the beginning of the end of ED. I joined this site a couple months ago, but only recently read through the material and decided I needed to publicly share my thoughts to hold myself accountable. The stories I have read have been inspiring and I thank everyone for sharing your story. I have been struggling with b/p for the last three years as a result of a diet. I fluctuate between days where I'm OK with my body and days where I hate my body. The unfortunate hatred I have for myself either leads to a restrictive diet or a binge followed by purging. I hide my pain by spreading happiness and love upon others - my way of covering up my secret. I want this to stop. I want to be able to love my body, and thus love myself. But, where do I begin? How do I love myself so that I can let others love me?

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