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Disgusted

Submitted by ucfknightsgirl on July 13, 2009 - 1:55am
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Right now i feel more disgusting about my body than i have in months. I have also had more problems with keeping my eating in line in the past few months since i somewhat got a grip on myself.

I'm afraid im regressing. I'm afraid i will get very depressed again and most of all i'm afraid of gaining back the weight i lost from hard work of eating without bingeing and purging. I was normal and i don't think i'm there anymore.

Ahh i don't like feeling gross .. But i will not purge, despite that my new job bases everything off looks/body type

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The intention ofstructured eating  is to replace your binges so you will be eating much less over all and will not become fat as you might fear at first.

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