Bulimia Help

Been bulemic for a year now and haen't had my period since a couple of days ago. Do any of you hae a period? Does it usually stop when you are an actie bulemic? (I don't hae the letter that looks like a "U" on my keyboard.

I neer went to the doctor because I was afriad he would know that I was Bullemic and tell my parents. No one knows about my problems except for me.... I try not to let it effect anything else... but it does.

I hate it when people comment on how I hae it all together... but little do they know about this demon that beats me up inside...

Gosh. SO frustrating. I wish I could just stop. Foreer. And say fuck you eating disorder you ar eout of my life.

I wonder if I will eer be normal again.

So I injured my back... first it was the right side n not its the left side. i went to the dentist today, got my las filling n i cant feel my face LOL when i laugh i look so retarded hehee. i dont know what to do anymore, i havent b/p in 15 days (since the last time i b/p) n i feel happy about that. i was working out too n i think thats how i injured my back so now im freaking out because i feel like im gonna get fat if i dont workout! i need burn all those calories... i was so happy about everything n now im so mad. this afternoon i was making my husband laugh by making all those deedeedee faces, since i look stupid, n he was laughing too n then out of nowhere i felt this sharp pain in my back n i went from LAUGHING OUT LOUD to CRYING LIKE A BABY! he got so scared, he didnt know what to do. he thought i was joking until he saw all the tears.
im so mad!! i want to move around, jump, walk n work out. one thing is for sure, im not going to B/P, ive been doing great, im eating, im happy about my recovery n no matter what im not going to B/P... well i cant b/p because i cant even bend over to puke! so i guess not being able to walk n move is a good thing!! as long as i can feel my legs im ok :D

anyway, i thnk im done... take care everybody <3

My nurse practitioner is so awesome. I've been her patient since I was in high school and she's seen me throughout the duration of my ED. I hadn't seen her since December, so when I went in for my appointment today I was shocked and excited to see that she is pregnant with TWINS!!! She's due in November. She already has one little girl (maybe close to two years old) and I can remember the last time she was prego. So awesome because I'm sure she is a wonderful mother. So caring and sweet.
I went in with this long list of ailments (I wrote them all down so as not to forget any!) and she sat there and listened to me the entire time and answered all my questions and put my mind at ease about some things.
I had initially scheduled the visit because I've had chest tightness and a racing heartbeat for the past couple of days. Of course when I woke up today it was gone (so typical!). Anyway, I still got the EKG and it came out just fine!! My doc also listened to my heart and said it sounded great. That leads me to believe the symptoms were caused by sheer anxiety (I was working myself into a frenzy over the stupid symptoms, so it was like a cycle: stress causes the pain/racing and pain/racing causes the stress!). She is going to order some labs to check my electrolyte and hormone levels. I'm also going to have a back x-ray for the chronic pain and spasming that I've had for YEARS).

hey,
my family are all relatively healthy, don't buy refined foods etc, which is what i try to be like...however, of course, the foods the eat do not contain my 'favourite' binge foods, meaning that i have to go out and buy them myself whenever i 'need' to. This makes me feel all the more guilty, as all i want it to be healthy and these foods make me disgusted when i think about it post binge.

I'm not afraid to eat anything now, and on a 'normal' day, i do eat an adequate amount of foods, the stuff i like. actually healthy foods (which do consist of more than fruit and veg btw.) But the binging still happens, especially when i'm stressed, so it seems inevitable. Is this how it is for me now? A the moment it seems to me that no more progress can be made. All i want is to be healthy-not perfect-healthy.

Well, I went to my first therapy session since 10th grade yesterday... and I'm glad I did. Not only do I have the issues that I already knew about, but my doctor is convinced that I'm ADHD and was never properly diagnosed. It makes sense though. I thought everyone walked in circles everyday trying to figure out what I was doing... and zoned out thinking of a million unrelated subjects when people started talking to me or trying to teach me something. I could barely stay seated long enough to talk to the woman I was so fidgety. And she had so many horse figurines... and pictures... and just random stuff it was just one BIG distratction. hopefully this is the problem... i have noticed that my lack of knowing what to do , or what I was planning on doing causes me anxiety... which I thought was happening for no reason... and that of course, leads to binge eating, which leads to guilt, which leads to purging. WOW i've been thinking about this too much... but I'm really trying to figure it out.

So I have really, really painful periods. In fact, I was in the ER all night. All of the tests were normal, but I was in absolute agony, vomiting, etc. And I have fibromyalgia, accompanied by IBS. I also have ADHD.

What's really funny (in a not funny way) is that my doctors consistently have treatment diets that they recommend. They tell me I'd feel much better, etc. if I ate certain foods and eliminated others. But of course, being bulimic (hello?!) I can't seem to follow the simplest guidelines. Umm, yeah, doc? I have NO CONTROL over what I eat.

hello!
im always bloated y is this and how do i stay regular?
is it digestive enzymes or do i need a probiotic tablets. any vitamins i should be talking i am talking spirulina.