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damn :(
Binged today. Then purged. Then binged again, but I didn't have possibility to purge afterwards. Maybe it's better, i know i shouldn't do it, but I feel like a piece of crap now. Two days, I was able to stop b/p for only two days. Shit, i hate it so much.
I was talking with my mum today. I told her that I might wanna try going to the library after school, so i could learn there. I said that in home everything is distracting me. And she was like: "yeah, like the fridge for example, right? the fridge must be sooo distracting for you..." I know she was joking, and i know she didn't mean to hurt my feelings because she doesn't even know about my bulimia, but... damn, it hurts. Is it THAT obvious that i have problems with food? Damn, if she knew...
Of course, tomorrow I'll start fighting again, but I don't know how many more times I'll be able to start again. I don't know if i have the strength to do it. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know :(
(sorry if i made any mistakes, it's hard to write something in foreign language when you're sooo pissed off)
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