I had been fighting so hard and now I feel bulimia has won again. I had a crisis yesterday and today - I suffer from borderline personality disorder. So anyway I got in the car and drove around for 2 hours stopping in different food shops eating while driving, eating while parked up then as soon as I got home I purged.
For me I binge not out of restricting but sever emotional distress. I just couldn't seem to use any other coping skills the pain was that bad.
* sighs* I want to heal and recover!