I'm really having a rough time with this blizzard. I woke up to find myself literally snowed into my house - snow is up to my waist and I can't open the door, which swings outward. I don't struggle with food at this point, but I FEEL "bingey", if there is such a thing as feeling bingey without the desire to binge. It has nothing to do with food but definitely includes a 'gnawing' feeling. I feel like an animal in a cave. If I liked tv, maybe I'd watch some. I'm finding it very hard to focus on anything, and I can't tell why. I try to read or write or do work or look at magazines, but I get distracted. It's very strange to be experiencing this in the absence of cravings for food. It's a little like boredom, but not quite.
I think I'll take a shower and get dressed as though I was living a regular day and then find some good HBO series to watch. I wish I had the energy to clean or do something useful, but I don't.
Summary: feeling this way is confusing, I don't like it, and I used to think it was an effect of binge cravings but now I see it functions independently of bingeing.