The fact i'm bulimic is now known by practically everyone I know. Over the years I told my sister's, my mum, my dad, my cousin (who asked) and friends I felt comfortable with. However I know for a fact it has been gossiped about and spoken about out of concern within my group of friends and people I'm friends with but not even that close to. I have had people approach me about it out of concern and people often give me the once over with their eyes, as in boyfriends of friends I've told, or my sisters close friends. Basically 'its got about'. Most of the time I'm OK with that. i mean its to late now and things blow over and who cares what people think. But then suddenly I will have these moments where I get insanely paranoid and insecure about the fact people know I have a problem with gorging myself on food and then throwing it up! like im so ashamed! I've only ever had people being kind about it, and mostly I don't care. How does anyone else feel about this? i feel as though ive been to open maybe. Or maybe its fine.