So I am back...again. I feel like a failure since I am "starting over" yet again. I am in this pattern where I am able to have a week or so of success and then fall right back down again. I am almost afraid to come back on this site looking for help because since I have tried it before - and have not been back for awhile - I feel like I almost dont "deserve" to be here....if that makes sense. I am looking for support and help trying to make that step to a long lasting recovery.