Back to the starting line...

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luckymom2four
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Back to the starting line...

I have not been on the site for neatly 2 months. Part of the reason why is because I have been doing just awful, and getting on here would just be a reminder that I am not doing what I should be doing. Maybe summer was just harder because the kids were out of school, our schedules were crazy and a lot of travel going on. I have not even tried to do recovery. Instead I keep "trying" to lose more weight, and sabotage myself nearly every day because I B/P. The two weeks that I DID try to do a SEP, I gained. A LOT (not allowed to say numbers, but it was not just a few pounds, believe me) So, that sent me into a panic mode, and I started restricting again, and have been up and down for the last 2 months. I KNOW in my head what I need to do, but I just do not feel as though I can start recovery when I am still 20 pounds higher than my goal. I must have been crazy to think I could have done this. I assume there is someone out there who has experienced this and must know how I feel.... help.

Robin

luckymom2four
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Any advice on getting "back

Any advice on getting "back on the wagon" is appreciated. I just am so frustrated thinking how fast the last month went by -- 30 fast days that if I just would have done what I was SUPPOSED to do, I could be a lot better off and a whole 30 days closer to recovery

Robin

CandiceD
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Hi hunny.ive been a In the

Hi hunny.ive been a
In the same pridicament these last few weeks.i didn't log
On here for months as I was doing so bad.its hard to feel motivated when feel so low.Im
Trying again with the structured eating ..I no that will gain weight until my body rebalances but it's only temperay the vast majority being water .Thats what I keep telling myself.ive read so many blogs and been really inspired by people's progress .ive though
You may feel lonely and helpless you not alone.we all feel like that at times.We all in the same pridicament and here for each other .Sending you lots of hugs .all the best in your recovery xx

Candice

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