I'm back, after not really spending much time on here. But I really need a community to support me with my recovery so I thought I'd give this a really go this time.I really want to be recovered. Mainly because I'm tired of this disease keeping me from pursuing a more fulfilling life and relationships. I really don't like being/living alone. I'm going on my 5th year living alone and I just want someone to grow with. Not to mention, I had my first serious health accident a few months ago. I fainted getting out of bed, hit my head, got a concussion, had to get several staples, and also broke my teeth and had to get them replaced from the impact of the fall. It was the scariest thing I had ever experienced. I couldn't stand up, and I could see for several seconds. It turned out my blood pressure was very very low.
Anyway, I want a boyfriend but I'm not sure whether I should just focus on recovery. Can date and get a boyfriend at the same time? What are your thoughts or experiences? Part of me is afraid I'll never be truly "healed" to wait to get a boyfriend, and part of me is afraid if I get a boyfriend without being fully healed, my relationship with him will be limited. Does that make sense at all?