So I need to vent....I've been doing well in recovery and not purging for atleast a few weeks, which is the longest I've ever been able to go. When out of nowhere a coworker of mine asked if I had an eating disorder at work. We were in her office with the door shut, talking about other stuff when she just blurted out the question. I was mortified, but couldn't help crying uncontrollably either right there. It threw me off, and although I'm physically stronger, by emotions are ridiculously unstable.
Of course, that reaction answered her question. She asked for how long, and whether I was anorexic or bulimic. I told her to promise not to tell anyone; that it's the most shameful and delicate problem in my life, and then I told her. She told me to go home that day and rest, and go get professional help right away (which I had already done countless times, so 'No Thanks' on that) but I did go home regardless.
Turns out she freaking told somebody. And I work for a small company so believe me, word gets out. I'm thinking of quitting. Can anyone relate to betrayal like this? Does anyone have any advice?