It sounds like a stupid thing to bitch about, but for the past few months, I've felt it almost all of the time. Being skinny gave me some feeling of beauty as I didn't find any other part of myself attractive. Even on here, I see so many beautiful girls with pretty faces, hair, body shapes etc. If I at least had a face that I was happy with then I think recovery would be a lot easier. I want to be happy with my appearance but find it impossible right now. I don't even make the effort to try and dress up or look half decent because I just feel like it doesn't matter anyway. It's not like I have really have high standards for myself, just something that isn't ugly. Don't mean to be Debbie Downer but this been getting to me a lot lately :( Hope everyone else is in better spirits today.