Ok so sometimes when I am in bed laying there I suddenly feel my heart doing something abnormal.
I mean when your laying there you cant feel your heart beating, but then all of a sudden it does something that makes me hold my breath for a second, almost like it misses a beat to then be followed by a big beat, pulse, whatever you call it and it is this big pulse that I feel after the feeling that I need to hold my breath.
Very difficult to explain, but this week I have been purging a few times, when I was doing well in recovery, and i seem to have gotten this abnormal heart thing more around the evenings after I have been sick.
What is it, i am completely freaked out and do want to go to the doctor about it.
My dad and bro both have a heart murmur, but I havent got that. But then a heart murmur you cant feel, and this I can definately feel it.
Really dont know if I am explaining it properly at all. I will admit to being a hypercondriac about my health but I am sure I am not imagining this when it happens.
Anyone else have any clue what I am going on about??