I need help getting through the first few days. I don't know where to start and after the mothers day party thrown at my house we have treats and food at home, yet I still want to stop and get "binge" foods I crave at the grocery store that happens to be right across the street. My mind keeps telling me to go to the store after work, then go home, I already know what is going to happen and I know right now it sounds great of course, then I know the after math is going to leave me angry, upset, and ashamed.
I should clean my room, but that will only consume an hour or so of time. I can only write so much, read so much, take so many baths, etc throughout my weeks, It doesn't satisfy me anymore and I don't know what do do :(
I think I'm just lost, loosing hope, and I'm scared.