I thought I was recovered. It was about 10months with out purging although the binge was still ensue once in a while. Now, I have been binging and purging again. I don't know what started it. It's been about 6months. It feels like it came back with a vengeance. Almost worse than before. I haven't reached out until now because I almost didn't want to try to stop. But, I know I need to and I know this site is what saved me before. I can admit right now that I do need help and it is time to heal. I purged yesterday afternoon but, today is a new day. Each day offers new hope.