I haven't forced myself to throw up in a while but i haven't lost the binging tendancies. I feel like i have formed an addiction to food and that is all i think about. does anyone else have this problem? I just want to have a normal relationship with food and I'm not even sure what that is anymore. I want to be able to go a day without constantly thinking about food and my weight.. help! how do i handle these binge urges and get back to a normal, healthy outlook on food??