Hi all! I would love to hear from you. I don't know if any of you has the same problem as me, but I am desperate. At the start of the summer I started having more or less than xxxx calorie a day. Whenever I felt that I went beyond this threshold, I purge. I became obsessed with that. Recently, I have been eating a little more than xxxx calories and I tried the best as I could not to purge... My life right now is a constant battle between binge-eating, purging and weighing myself. I usually eat a small amount of food, then i end up getting hungry, and binge eat. It's a never ending cycle. I wish i could control myself more. Any advice? Tonight, after a quite heavy dinner, I ate-lot more than I should have-a whole load of almonds + peanuts + raisins. Right now as I am talking, I am eating some chocolate. My hand keeps going into the box even though I know it's bad. D: Last time my cousin told me that I have no will power. He's so right.