I have started recovery so many times, but i want this program to be the one than sticks. I would like some friends and support along the way, since i don't have it anywhere else (besides my husband, but need other support). I feel like i am so afraid of failing, i keep on purposefully making myself fail. I struggle with making a structured eating plan, especially when there is other things around the house (brought in by others, or there for my kids to have) that can lead me to fall off my structured eating plan. Im tired of the word willpower, because we all know that willpower is nothing to do with it. I feel like i just keep feeding (no pun intended) into the full-filling prophecy of failure.
i want to start properly, be consistent, but...
anyways, im looking for friends so that we can support each other on our journey, no matter what stage you are in.