If anyone takes a look at my profile picture I just want to explain why I chose that and what it means to me;
What I see is a girl painted in black to me black is a numbing color and I know if I'm wearing black it's usually bc I want to hide myself. She's throwing up hearts now for people without an ED that could mean love sick or sick of love but to me a purger I see what I am stripped of when I purge. When I purge I'm not just throwing up food and in wanted calories (which thanks to the ebook I've learned doesn't even work) what I'm actually purging is my self worth and my love for myself. I'm turning myself into a shell and I'm lacking love because I flushed it with my latest binge.
I want my spirit to thrive and I want to be full of love unlike the girl in the image. So that is my reminder of what I lose when I purge, myself. I hope that helps anyone else and feel free to use it yourself. <3 love to everyone and happy holidays!