Hi all. I'm Lydia, and I hate social media. Why did I end up trying this program when it is mostly just that, from what I can tell? Because I'm f-in' desperate, is why. I've been bulimic for over 25 years, since I hit puberty, and it just isn't how I want to live any more. I can't even call it living. I'm alone, I'm broke, and I've used 'the best years of my life' on b/p. Now I have a choice- retain my ED and 'control' into my 40's. or change my habits. Any one out there who want to be buds with a somewhat cynical newcomer is more than welcome. I'm scared.