I don't know where to turn. I'm at my wits end here and I really don't feel like I can go on "coping" with life. I have spent the last few days eating constantly and throwing up when I can. I'm fat. Really fat and I hate it. I used to be anorexic, and to be honest, I miss it. I feel completely hideous, out of control and disgusting. I'm totally alone here. My family all live thousands of miles from me and i have no one to talk to. I started seeing a counsellor at my uni last week but it's not enough. I can't get through this.