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Nataliia
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these past three days have been like hell. keep bingeing, purge once, one mini purge. today i hope to keep food in. feel so discouraged and sick. am so tired to fight bulimia, but i do understand that it's the only right thing to do. need to go to work tomorrow, but am so bloated and huge. i feel like i just want to stay in bed under the covers. i really hoped that today i would be back to SE,, but it didn't happen. i know that tomorrow i have to get up and have breakfast, but am already having thoughts about restricting. i consumed so much food that i feel it would be enough for my body for few days.

Nat

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You can do it. Don't give up

You can do it. Don't give up now! I have been falling back into relapsing every other day kind of pattern. But we can't let this win! Tomorrow is a new day, and it's is NEVER too late to start again. Praying for you <3

Nataliia
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Thank you for your reply and

Thank you for your reply and your prayers. Didn't purge. Drinking some chamomile tea, lemon water, was playing with my kids a bit. am in a better mood right now. still worry about tomorrow if i will be able to stick to SE.
few days ago i received a quote via e-mail, was reading it recently and really thinking about its meaning: Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect, it means that you've decided to look beyond imperfections.

Nat

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I love that! What a beautiful

I love that! What a beautiful thing to remember. Good luck tomorrow. Here for you if you need anything or someone to talk to! -Alicia

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Glad you are doing better

Glad you are doing better too. Do what you can tomorrow. Setting a timer helps me. Don't beat yourself up over your mistakes. We all make them. What matters is your ability to keep going. Focus on the things you do right not wrong- even if it's the smallest thing. And you didn't purge! That's a huge victory! Way to go!!

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