these past three days have been like hell. keep bingeing, purge once, one mini purge. today i hope to keep food in. feel so discouraged and sick. am so tired to fight bulimia, but i do understand that it's the only right thing to do. need to go to work tomorrow, but am so bloated and huge. i feel like i just want to stay in bed under the covers. i really hoped that today i would be back to SE,, but it didn't happen. i know that tomorrow i have to get up and have breakfast, but am already having thoughts about restricting. i consumed so much food that i feel it would be enough for my body for few days.