I'm new to the site and today's my first day of structured eating! I read that there would be bloating but now that I am experiencing it, I had no idea. It feels like I have eaten a bunch of rocks. And unfortunately I have gas too I have been bulimic for about 12 years now. I started back in high school. I went to weight watchers when I weighed 196 pounds, I lost 25 pounds but when the weight started to come back on, I started purging to lose weight. At my lowest I weighed 106 pounds I throw up almost after every meal and have been hiding this secret from my husband for 5 years. I’m sure he suspects something but has never directly comforted me. I am still afraid to tell him. For those of you on this site that are married how did you tell your husbands?